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Sunday, November 29, 2009

Watched the movie-Ninja Assassin
at AMK Hub with Baby and JingMin yesterday afternoon.
Although Rain's got a hot bod, but he's not my type of liking.
Sorry to say... but I don't find him attractive at all.
The movie is quite gory, with blood killing/ splashing.
No wonder it's rated as M18.
Rating:3/5

Thereafter, Baby drove me to church.

Both of them are no longer "botak heads"

& me... taking care of my long luscious hair

But of course, there are tempting times
of wanting to snip away my long hair.

This was taken at a traffic junction.
Not bad right? *whaha*


After church, I took a bus down to Pasir Ris
for...

It's Alex's 21st birthday!

1st take - i told him must smile

and so... he did so! ;)

Sembawang Secondary peeps

Their A1 guy group

& lastly... all those who attended his wonderful birthday.


I sensed that I wasn't feeling very well but still I kept my energy level.
Because I don't like sickness to affect my mood.
Baby came to pick me up and sent me home.
I took the thermometer and it measured... 38*C
Mummy was sweet to wake up and
make me honey water in the middle of the night.
She made me put a towel on my forehead to dispel the heat.
I like this type of "care".


My fever had subsided and I'm feeling much better now.
Prolly staying home today.

I went back to a place where I'd not been for a long period of time,
probably 1 year plus.
I don't know why I agreed,
but still i'm one who keeps to my promise.
Maybe it's because I dreamt of that place 3 times recently,
and also... him.
Even in my dream, i was scared to see him.
I didn't want him to notice me at all.
As i stepped into that once familiar place,
my heart was frightened.
I just hid at a corner, hoping that no one recognises me.
Sometimes I would think back about the past,
and wonder how i would be if i was still there now.
I always blame him for the reason to why i'm not there.
He shouldn't have done that.
Perhaps I'm just selfish, not admitting my own fault
and just pushing the blame on him.
I don't know.
Ohwell...as i'd said it's already the past.



2.41pm

Saturday, November 28, 2009

*LET'S EAT!*

It had been a wonderful day for me today,
spending time alone with Baby.

We started our afternoon by going to ...


for a short tanning session of 45 minutes



before it started raining ;(
See the Roller Coaster... damn WILD! I want to ride

Does this look like the castle from fairytale stories?

It's in Singapore !!!


Baby drove to Island Country Club to shower and change
because of the better facilities there. *hehehe*
Sshhshh... now let me bring you to a new place where we had for dinner.

Me self-loving ;)


Had a sumptuous dinner at...


Thumbs Up (Rating) : 3,5/5
$$$ (Value for Money) : 3.5/5
Service: 2.5/5


To end our night, we watched the movie - Raging Phoenix.
Rating: 3/5
Although it's not much of a martial arts movie,
but i like that girl! *whaha*
Damn AWESOME!
I want to be like her- not those type of gentle fragile weak girls.

Gonna turn in soon.
I've booked tickets for the early afternoon movie tomorrow
-Ninja Assassin.
Yawns.

1.25am

Thursday, November 26, 2009

For the past 3 days, I'd been reading.
And i realized that I'm quite a bookworm.
So far, I've read 3 different books - 1 each day.
I get ADDICTED to reading, like really addicted and not wanna leave the book.
I don't know why, but i find a sense of satisfaction after reading.
I like reading books that tells REAL LIFE stories of people,
just like the 3 books that i'd read.
I want to share it with my friends/readers because Good Things Need to be Shared.
It's selfish to keep it to yourself.

The 3 books are...
-Mummy, Come home  by Oxana Kalemi

(Tricked into prostitution by her best friend, Oxana was torn from her children in Ukraine and trafficked into the UK, where she was imprisoned in a Birmingham sauna and forced to service up to 15 clients a night. Raped, beaten and abused, she was sickened by what she had become.

Oxana only had one thing left in the world to live for: the thought of being reunited with her children. But even if she escaped she had no idea how she′d get them back...

But where so many women are destroyed forever by such violence and suffering, her unbending love for her children and her unshakeable determination meant that even in her darkest hour, the flame of hope in Oxana′s heart was never extinguished.

Spurred on by this faith, that one day she would be reunited with her children, Oxana found the strength to break free from prostitution and her captors and continue her fight to be a mother once more.

She would hold her children in her arms again)


-Escaping Daddy by Maria Landon

(Determined to escape from her past and be the best wife and mother she could possibly be, Maria throws herself into her marriage. But it is never that easy to escape from such a traumatic start in life.

Maria tells the story of her marriage into the gypsy community and the emotional demons that rise up from her childhood to haunt her as she becomes the victim of violence once more. She leads the reader through her own personal and inspiring journey out of a nervous breakdown, through two marriages and on to becoming a personal development teacher, helping many others to overcome their pasts, and a strong, empowered single mother of two boys)

-Punished by Vanessa Steel

(Punished' is the inspiring true story of an unusual little girl, Vanessa, whose childhood was devastated by torture and abuse at the hands of her sadistic mother. Vanessa was nearly destroyed until she discovered a secret that ultimately saved her life. From the age of 3, Vanessa lived in daily terror of her mother's unpredictable rage. If she was 'naughty', her mother would lash out at her -- with beatings, torture, starvation and making Vanessa sleep in their garden's pigsty, tied up like an animal. Her mother said her punishments were God's revenge on her for being the devil's child. Her father lived in denial of her suffering. 

When she was 6 years old, Vanessa's grandfather began to sexually abuse her -- to her despair, aided and abetted by both her mother and grandmother. At eight years old, she then discovered that the 'mother' who hated her so much had adopted her as a baby and would never love her as her own. At the most horrific times of Vanessa's abuse, she nearly lost all hope that she would escape her prison, until mysterious things started to happen to her that allowed her to fight back.This is the story of how Vanessa survived a childhood that nearly destroyed her and how her secret led her out of the horrors of her past)


I feel for all of them -feeling the same emotion that they had gone through.
My heart ached even as i read.
It felt so heavy.
They are really brave to share their traumas and experiences.

I really feel lucky to be born in a fortunate blessed family.
Cherish what you have before it's gone.


Won't be working for the next few days.
Time to spend time with people i love.
Ending work in about 1 hr time...

9.59pm


I just watched New Moon.
DAMN NICE!!!!
I cried though- some parts are saddening.


Edward VS Jacob.
Vampire VS Wolf.
So torn between the two.
Initially i liked Edward, but now I think Jacob makes a better guy.
Damn protective and sweet.
Actually both have their own attractiveness.
Shite!
What am i thinking about?
Self fantasy.
Jacob has a hot bod and Edward has a nice face.
I totally don't mind a vampire or wolf boyfriend
if they are as hot as them luh!!!

ok joanna, time to go to bed and dream.

12.27am

Wednesday, November 25, 2009

It's been a while since I'm at home at such an early timing.
I guess i do miss home somehow or rather?
To wake up late, slack, watch tv,
lie on my bed in front of my laptop doing nothing.
Shoik! *whaha*

Worked half day today.
Then went to Fr3b to collect my new samples.
Thanks Elfaine (the boss) who gave me
one of the *NEW* mask that's no longer on the shelf.
Fully taken because it's POPULAR!


Homesweethome after that.
Shagged ;(

9.03pm

Tuesday, November 24, 2009

Blogging @ work again.
Customer service isn't fun when you're standing on your feet for the whole day.
It makes you have ELEPHANT thighs!
I am not kidding kays.


I really wonder why some girls exaggerate their menses cramps.
Like they are going to faint, and it really bothers them SO MUCH.
Is it really THAT painful? Or issit my tolerance level is high?
I seldom feel like "VERY VERY PAIN" despite drinking cold stuff etc.
Mmm... I don't know.
Maybe i'm just weird. *whahah*
The worst I get is MOOD SWING!
Like SWING SWING SWING - XTrEME temperamental.


Baby came to pick me up last night from work,
and now he's here again ;)
He came to accompany me for dinner just now.
Ate at Ya Kun cause we weren't hungry.
He's gonna wait for me to end work at 11.15pm.
Look at the time now...

9.57pm

Monday, November 23, 2009

I'm at work now.
My skin is dying on me - dehydrating.
It's starting to peel badly.
I feel like i'm gonna turn into a rotting zombie soon.
Hopefully my collagen mask will help in the night ;)

Full shift for the next 2 days.
Gotto earn more $$$ while i can? Nah.
What for work when i'm not in the least happy.
I'm actually just working the sake of working, 
and i don't need those $$$ at all.
Usually people work cause they need $$$, but not me.
I work because there's no one to play or go out with me.
So i have no choice but work to pass time ;(
How sad right.


I think my PMS is getting over on my head.
Feeling sleepy.
1 hour plus more before work ends.

9.44pm

Sunday, November 22, 2009

I'm B-A-C-K!!!
Did my absence cause me to miss any "happening" event?
Because i know i ate an "explosive" when I was in M'sia ;(
No point, no point, to brood over it.
It's better for me to share my short "holiday" trip with my girls...

*Before leaving... Baby told me not to wear too nice there. *whaha*


Met up on Saturday afternoon and took the Causeway Link bus into M'sia.


KoonPhi came to pick us up and our first activity was to go MASSAGE!!!
That's actually our whole purpose of going to M'sia ;)
We went back to our previous massage place, Holiday Plaza- Thong Thai.
Very cheap - 1 hr only 58RM.
Coincidentally, all of us shared a room together ;)

Even XueMin & Mabel could survive the 1hr Thai Massage
because they told the masseur to "soft soft". *whaha*
We had lotsa fun!

We girls surely know how to pamper ourselves, don't we?

After the massage...One word- SHOIK!

See how energetic they were. Full of VIBES!


Shopped around Holiday Plaza for an hour
before heading to City Square to...


The movie 2012 is AWESOME!
Rating: 4/5
But the after effects of watching made me worried & scared.
I start to question myself..."Is the End of World really near?"

Went to have "Lok Lok" for supper ;)
It's a van that sells BBQ food in satay sticks
-cheap & yummy.

Our night activity was...

ALL GAMBLERS!!!! Played till 5am + in the morning.


This afternoon, we had lunch at...

before going to City Square to do some shopping.
The girls were craving for Secret Recipe cakes
after they saw the NYDC cake that i ate. *sinful*

We left M'sia about 6+ pm and
the ride back was smooth, without any jam.
Didn't buy much this trip round but still... I have some "loots".
I would never fail to buy footwear items.

& this pair of heels is my fave!


8.50pm

Friday, November 20, 2009

*Let's EAT!*

This afternoon, went to town with these 2 Secondary friends of mine
- Kum Keong & Jun Jie.


First, we went to ION Orchard to grab a bite @ ToriQ (standard there sucks).
Then,we came across this "AMAZING Popcorn stall" called the Cornery,
which sells different flavours of popcorn,
from lemon, green apple, wasabi, cajun, cheese etc.

So after some sampling, I decided to buy the Regular size - Wasabi,
while Kum Keong bought the Lemon flavoured.


3 of us walked all the way to CentrePoint because
they'd wanted to shop for new wallets, but to no avail.
& they left about 7pm.


Was supposed to meet for dinner with the 3 guys,
but I ended up having dinner with Baby only.
All because of that noob Reuben who'd gotto be home by 9pm ;(
Thus, we decided to try this place out randomly.


Thumbs Up (Rating) : 2.5/5
$$$ (Value for Money) : 2.5/5
Service: 2.5/5

This lesson taught us not to try eating at RANDOM places.
See...Baby couldn't even finish his bowl of Beef Rice!

Our sign of PEACE = surrender (LAME! i know.It's Just For LAMENESS)

He always look so sad in pictures while i look so happy!

But i don't care! *whaha*

Cause I'm totally in love with myself!



I'll be going to Malaysia tomorrow with my girls.
Gonna play hard & relax with them ;)
2D1N = our holiday
Stay tune when i'm back on Sunday Night Night.

11.59pm


Yesterday,Daddy went to Holland Village to help me collect my cake from...

It's cheesecake with Oreo ;) our fave.
For his & my own consumption. *whaha*


In the night, the guys met up at our old usual hangout (IceCube)
because Reuben is back!
It's been months...




They went to play L4D 2 after that.
I think i still prefer L4D 1,
even though the weapons and graphics are much better in 2.


It seems to be raining every day.
& i dislike going out in that kind of weather. *sighs*
Prolly meeting the guys tonight again.

1.01pm

Thursday, November 19, 2009

*LET'S EAT!*

Didn't watch 2012 the night before because it was fully taken up,
and I didn't want to sit at the front row to enjoy such a nice movie.
So, we chose the movie - My Girlfriend is an Agent instead.
Rating: 3/5


Yesterday = 2years1month ;)


Accompanied him to ToyR'Us to shop for x'mas gifts for his nephews,
before heading for a nice dinner at..
.
I look bored because I was hungry!!!


Thumbs Up (Rating) : 4/5
$$$ (Value for Money) : 4/5
Service: 4/5

Although the prices are of a higher end,
the portion is BIG and it tastes WOW!!!
Their pizza is the specialty.

You should really try their Linguine Alla Modesto which consists of...
(flat spaghetti with fresh prawns, squid, mussels, whole crab,
anchovies, capers, olives, fresh tomatoes,
garlic and white wine cooked in the traditional Italian Cartoccio style)

Luckily the captain suggested us to take a single portion :)
I think the serving can feed at least 3 person.
The dish is really very YUMMY!


On a random note...
Did you know that my hair colour has changed???

& i'm in love with my bangles!!!



Oh yes, my house is "under renovation" now -Daddy's idea.
He's wanted to repaint the whole house etc.
So I shall post the newly "revamped" colours when everything is done ;)
Don't forget to help me to click on my Nuffnang ads ok? *Thanks*


Here's a news update for those who don't read the news...
Do you all know that the ticket prices for Universal Studios theme start from S$32!
I really can't wait to go and play!!!


Want to know more? Click on the link:
http://sg.news.yahoo.com/cna/20091118/tap-974-under-s-50-tickets-universal-stu-231650b.html

12.40pm

Tuesday, November 17, 2009

Yesterday, went to do pedicure,manicure,
as well as foot reflexology.
This time, it's BLUE
-Glossy Blue for the nails & Matt Blue for the feet.
I feel that every woman should do that on a regular basis,
to pamper themselves.


This morning, accompanied Jonathan for a job interview at Aljunied,
and he got selected.
I really feel proud of him ;)

After that, we went to Marina Square- Jack's Place for lunch.
I think it's important to spend quality time with your loved ones.

His friends thought i'm his girlfriend!!! *whaha*
I think it's a compliment to look young.



Later, I'm gonna go watch 2012 with him...

What shall it profit a man if he gains the whole world and loses his own soul?

Alexander, after conquering many kingdoms, was returning home. On the way, he fell ill and it took him to his death bed. With death staring him in his face, Alexander realized how his conquests, his great army, his sharp sword and all his wealth were of no consequence.

He now longed to reach home to see his mother's face and bid her his last adieu. But, he had to accept the fact that his sinking health would not permit him to reach his distant homeland. So, the mighty conqueror lay prostrate and pale, helplessly waiting to breathe his last.

He called his generals and said, 'I will depart from this world soon, I have three wishes, please carry them out without fail.'
With tears flowing down their cheeks, the generals agreed to abide by their king's last wishes.

'My first desire is that,' said Alexander, 'my physicians alone must carry my coffin.

After a pause, he continued,
'Secondly, I desire that when my coffin is being carried to the grave, the path leading to the graveyard be strewn with gold, silver and precious stones which I have collected in my treasury.'
The king felt exhausted after saying this. He took a minute's rest and continued.

'My third and last wish is that both my hands be kept dangling out of my coffin.'
The people who had gathered there wondered at the king's strange wishes. But no one dare bring the question to their lips.
Alexander's favorite general kissed his hand and pressed them to his heart. 'O king, we assure you that your wishes will all be fulfilled. But tell us why do you make such strange wishes?'

At this Alexander took a deep breath and said: 'I would like the world to know of the three lessons I have just learnt.
I want my physicians to carry my coffin because people should realize that no doctor can really cure any body. They are powerless and cannot save a person from the clutches of death. So let not people take life for granted.

The second wish of strewing gold, silver and other riches on the way to the graveyard is to tell people that not even a fraction of gold will come with me. I spent all my life earning riches but cannot take anything with me. Let people realize that it is a sheer waste of time to chase wealth.

And about my third wish of having my hands dangling out of the coffin, I wish people to know that I came empty handed into this world and empty handed I go out of this world.'

With these words, the king closed his eyes.
Soon he let death conquer him and breathed his last. . .

8.04pm


Sunday, November 15, 2009

Nothing much happening.
Just the norm as usual.
But i'm gonna stop working this upcoming week.
Giving myself a short break.
I'm both physically and mentally tired.
But i'll stay strong.
Because I'm Joanna.
I cannot fall, and i won't.


I was longing for a hope, 
but it never came.
& when it came,
i was drained.
I'm confused,
start to question myself.
What's wrong or what's right,
there's no perfect answer.
Just a sigh,
as I leave my heart to struggle & fight.
Some of you may know my plight,
but you won't understand,
because you ain't me.
So don't say you know.
                                                                               (Written by Joanna)


You think you know what is love? 
Do you really know?

Love is looking past imperfections in your partner and seeing the beautiful person inside. True love seeks the happiness and well being of your partner. Love expresses itself in the mutual respect you demonstrate to your partner.


Love is embracing differences and discovering ways in which to build a common lifestyle, share decision-making, and taking equal responsibility for the results.


To demonstrate Love. . . say, "I Love you" - outloud - at least once each day to someone you love. There is magic in these three little words. Saying "I love you" is the most beautiful gift you can give to your partner. These words are the most treasured a person can hear. To be different, say, "I Love you" in a foreign language.


With loves,

9.51pm


Friday, November 13, 2009

Just as you thought you were going to read a lifelesspost AGAIN.
I'm gonna tell you.... " YOU ARE WRONG!"

No point brooding over such matter.
Especially since it's labeled as -THE PAST.
Life's going to be good.
Who cares about Friday the 13th (today)?
If one is unlucky, any day will also be an unlucky day.


Have been working for the past few days.
But of course there are days where i'll give myself a break,
such as today, tomorrow and rest of next week.

Today, i had a pampering facial session.
Been too stressed out that I'm having a break out ;(



After that, went to NorthPoint to meet Alex.

He had "booked" me for dinner at Bakerzinc.


Chitchat for about 2 hours+.
& he bought me KinderJOY.
This is my new love.
No longer lollipops.
B'cuz I need some SURPRISE ;)


11.13pm

Wednesday, November 11, 2009

Say something that you mean.
Mean something that you say.
Don't say something that you don't mean.
Don't mean something that you don't say.
Hush. 
It's all over.

Tuesday, November 10, 2009

You can paste a plaster on any wound to heal,
but except on the human heart
-that's Love.





The 4 characters that Jim Carey has played in the movie are...

-Ebenezer Scrooge
-Ghost of Christmas Past
-Ghost of Christmas Present
-Ghost of Christmas Yet to Come




Synopsis

Disney’s A Christmas Carol
, the classic Dickens’ tale, is re-envisioned by Academy Award®-winning filmmaker Robert Zemeckis in a groundbreaking 3-D motion picture event starring JIM CARREY, GARY OLDMAN, BOB HOSKINS and ROBIN WRIGHT PENN.

Ebenezer Scrooge (JIM CARREY) begins the Christmas holiday with his usual miserly contempt, barking at his faithful clerk (GARY OLDMAN) and his cheery nephew (COLIN FIRTH). But when the ghosts of Christmas Past, Present and Yet to Come take him on an eye-opening journey revealing truths Old Scrooge is reluctant to face, he must open his heart to undo years of ill will before it’s too late.




"A CHRISTMAS CAROL” OPENS IN SINGAPORE CINEMAS
19 November 2009

Monday, November 9, 2009

Worked.
A mundane life.
An obscure 21 years old.

But at least I'd managed to find time for some fun using Photobooth ;)

Me & Atika




Christine, me and Jasline


Aaron, me & Farhan


Vincent & me - we are twins





SKorean woman passes driving test on 950th attempt
(taken from Yahoo)

SEOUL (AFP) - – A 68-year-old woman in South Korea has passed the written test for her driving licence after 950 attempts.

Cha Sa-Soon finally scored the 60 percent required after sitting the exam nearly every day since April 2005, said officials at the drivers' licensing agency in Jeonju, 130 miles (210 kilometers) south of Seoul.

Yonhap news agency said she had spent more than five million won (4,200 dollars) in the process.

But it's not over yet for Cha, who now has to take the road driving part of the test before she can be given a licence. "I felt so ashamed of myself for failing so many times but I simply could not give it up," Cha told Yonhap.

"My four children were overjoyed at the news that I finally passed it," she said.

"I still have to pass the real driving test but I think it will be easier for me to pass than the paper test," she said, adding that she needed a driver's licence for her vegetable-selling business.


After reading this article, i felt thankfully that I'd gotten my license already.
But I really admire this woman's persistence and perseverance.
950 attempts!!!
If it was me, i doubt i would be that cool about it.

11.59pm